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1.
Goodbye 02:41
"Goodbye" You put me through this hell, this fucking agony. You kept me away from all your friends and your family. I spent the best months of my life wondering if yours was going to end. With each and every threat you pushed me closer to the edge. Do you remember the night I put that knife to my throat and pleaded you not to say my fucking name. But when it comes to loving you, pain is all the same. I smoke and drink everyday just to numb the pain. But I still feel the fucking same. "Dooset daram eshghe man" is the last thing you fucking said to me. If you think this is over, yeah you're right, we were never meant to fucking be. * I don't know how you sleep at night, always sick, and causing fights. Wherever you may go, I'll always be happy to know that I'm better off alone. * I'm struggling to fucking see, because whenever I open my eyes, you're standing there, right in front of me. Reminding me of how we used to be, sad and depressed, is not how I want to remember the end of you and me. * Ian’s Part *
2.
I'm Sorry 02:53
I let you drive away It was just after three, the life of a friend taken, instantly. Just minutes before you had us all laughing hysterically. The call I got that morning was devastating. Is this really reality? I wish it was hours prior, before your daughter lost her father. I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. Can you hear me screaming? Can you hear me pleading? I won’t be able to deal with this, it’s time for me to call it quits. To lay this song to rest, and just get on with it. I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry. Can you hear my cries? Can you hear my pleas? I should’ve taken your keys. I should’ve made you stay with me. You should’ve never been behind the wheel. Why did I let you go? Why did I let you fucking go? I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry. Can you hear my cries? Can you hear my screams? I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry. Can you hear my cries? Can you hear my pleas?
3.
I’ll never be anything, I’ll never be enough. x3 All my hopes and dreams were stripped away, the second I started using my life for personal gain. Who was I kidding, only myself, I wouldn’t have fallen for the shit that spewed out of my mouth. Who knew that my life would go this far south? That my own self hatred was crippling me with nerve-wrecking doubt. I’ll never be anything, I’ll never be enough. x2 I’ll never be anything, I’ll never be enough, these voices in my head are about to call my bluff. Trying to win the pot with a pair, but as soon as you throw down the flush, my cards vanish into thin air. I need a change of pace, losing everything I’ve ever worked for has me drained. But I can’t complain, all of those people I stepped on to get here have every right to make a complaint. I never claimed to be a saint. I need to hold myself accountable for the mistakes I made, bottoms up to the jäger hitting me in the brain. It’s the only way I know how to cope with the pain. And as it starts to hit me, I won’t let this be the last you’ll hear of me.

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Strictly demo's from upcoming tracks that are re-written, re-tracked, re-recorded.

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released June 30, 2020

Special thanks to Doug Onstott and Lee Fenstamaker.

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